gathering my wits
I just talked to my therapist and hopefully I will soon be talking to Mr. NY.
Just talking to her helped me sort out some of my shit. The truth is that I have not wanted a relationship with him all along although ocassionally I feel like I do when I am feeling vulnerable.
A few days [...]
what to do
Well, I’m still a mess but at least for now, I think I know what to do:
Wait: what’s my bloody rush? If something develops between Mr. NY and LG… well, that’s life. I doubt that I could really stop something even if I wanted. I need time to digest this and figure what I want.
Be [...]