eggs

Yes, eggs. Pearsons dropped off 2 dozens of eggs. He was thoughtful and it is kind of sweet but then, it is not.  It’s too much both literally and figuratively. What the hell am I supposed to do with 24 eggs?  And what am I supposed to do with a guy that’s getting a bit too excited?

I don’t think this is going to work.  The truth is that for me so far it is all about getting out and getting laid. If I wait to get laid, he’s going to get even more excited about us and I’m going to hurt him and he’s a nice guy and I don’t want to do that knowingly.  Can I just tell him that I don’t know that we can be anything more than friends with benefits?  That I don’t want my friends to meet him? Obviously not, at least not the latter one.  Am I being a pretentious bitch assuming that he’s liking me much more than I am?

I don’t think it is a matter of moving too fast.  I think it’s just his personality and if I was more in to him, I’d be ecstatic about this. But I don’t.

I hate this.